The Inspiration I Gained From Job’s Experience
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Recently,
I came across many difficulties in my job, which made me open the
Book of Job and read it again. I saw the archetypal words spoken by
Job: “Naked came I out of my mother’s womb, and naked shall I
return thither: the LORD gave, and the LORD has taken away; blessed
be the name of the LORD” (Job 1:21). “Shall we receive good at
the hand of God, and shall we not receive evil?” (Job 2:10).
Pondering these verses, I wondered: Why was Job able to utter these
words when such a great disaster befell him? What power made him say
them?
With
this question, I searched everywhere, and finally found the answer in
the following passage of words in a spiritual book: “In
his heart, Job profoundly believed that all he possessed had been
bestowed upon him by God, and had not come off the back of his own
labor. Thus, he did not see these blessings as something to be
capitalized upon, but took holding on to the way that he should by
tooth and nail as his living principles. He cherished God’s
blessings, and gave thanks for them, but he was not enamored of, nor
did he seek more blessings. Such was his attitude toward property. He
neither did anything for the sake of gaining blessings, nor worried
about or was aggrieved by the lack or loss of God’s blessings; he
neither became wildly, deliriously happy because of God’s
blessings, nor ignored the way of God or forgot the grace of God
because of the blessings he frequently enjoyed”
(“God’s
Work,
God’s Disposition, and God Himself II”). Job had received so many
blessings from God, but he did not regard them as something to be
capitalized upon, nor did he forget God’s grace because of them.
When he lost all his property, instead of being sorrowful and
distressed or gathering his servants to go wrest them back, he obeyed
God’s sovereignty and arrangement.
Then
I thought about myself: When I was blessed by God in my job at
ordinary times and everything went right for me, I would always
admire myself secretly, thinking that I had the ability, and I often
showed off my brilliance and achievements in front of my colleagues.
But because I was arrogant, self-satisfied, and self-righteous, God
hid His face from me. Without the leadership and guidance of God, I
lived in the darkness, becoming like a fool. Not only did My work
performance drop sharply, but I couldn’t see through the problems
in my job at all. I even felt that I was incapable of doing this job
and would be fired at any time. Living in a state of depression and
disappointment, I either complained that the difficulty of the job
was great or complained that the clients and the leaders were too
demanding. … At that time, Job could act that way when he only
realized from his experiences that all he possessed was bestowed upon
him by God. Such a humanity is truly admired by our later generation.
In contrast, I, who have believed in God for many years, knew clearly
that the achievements I made in my work all came from God’s
blessings, but when I lost these blessings, I was unhappy or even
negative and retreating.
Reflecting
on the journey I’ve gone through, I realized that, in order to save
us, God has been setting up different environments for us at
different times. Sometimes God arranges an environment of ease, in
which we live in God’s blessings. At such times, we should thank
God for His grace, and should not steal His glory. Sometimes God
creates adversity for us to better perfect us. For example, in the
case of Job, after he underwent the trial of losing everything
and life threatening,
he saw God and said, “I have heard of you by the hearing of the
ear: but now my eye sees you” (Job 42:5); such a result is only
achieved through adverse circumstances. Another point, which is
especially important, is that we shouldn’t misunderstand God’s
will while undergoing adversities, for God does not have the
intention to abandon us nor does He want us to suffer when He allows
hardships to befall us. Sometimes in order to temper us, through the
adversities, God leads us to overcome the difficulties and improve
our professional skills. Sometimes we run up against a wall because
we have some false viewpoints within; and so we have to come before
God to examine ourselves so as to know our false viewpoints and have
them transformed. Sometimes because there’s something wrong with
our work but we don’t realize it, God allows us encounter setbacks
so as to force us to stop and reconsider the work, so that we will
find the problems and get them resolved. … All in all, when we meet
with difficulties in our work, it contains God’s intentions of
various aspects, which requires us to ponder carefully in the actual
difficulties.
My
false viewpoints were altered through Job’s experience. In my
future experiences, I’m willing to seek God’s will in all things
and obey God’s arrangements. When I don’t understand or can’t
see clearly God’s will, I will no longer blindly judge and
misunderstand God’s will. I will pursue to have true faith and
obedience in God like Job, achieving a deeper knowledge of God.
Jesus Christ is God Himself. The Holy Father, the Holy Son, and the Holy Spirit, They are One. We can know from the bible verses, the Lord Jesus said, “he that has seen me has seen the Father….” (John 14:9) “I am in the Father, and the Father in me….” (John 14:10) “I and my Father are one” (John 10:30).
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