Saved by God in the Traffic Accident
Xin Lu
After
I accepted God’s work of the
last days,
through reading God’s
words and
fellowshiping with brothers and sisters, I understood that God came
to express the truth in the last days to change our old values and
outlooks on existence. As long as we accept the truth and act
according to God’s requirements, our corrupt disposition will be
cleansed, and we will obtain His salvation and walk the right path of
life.
God also admonished us, “But
to people, it seems like a world of gaiety and splendor, one that is
becoming more and more so. When people look upon the world, their
hearts are drawn to it, and many are unable to extricate themselves
from it; great numbers will be beguiled by those who engage in
trickery and sorcery. If you do not strive for progress, and are
without ideals, you will be swept away by this sinful wave.”
However, as I had been living in this evil world, Satan’s rules of
living, like “Seize the day for pleasure, for life is short” and
“Man lives just to get food and clothing,” had been implanted
deep into my heart, dominating my life. Thus, though outwardly I
believed in God, my heart was attracted by worldly trends and I
pursued fleshly luxurious enjoyments, like eating, drinking, leisure
activities. Especially in 2011, when my husband’s business gained
ground and our life became better, my heart fell away from God. I
always felt that believing in God and pursuing the truth were too
painful. All day my brain was occupied with things like where to have
meal, where to have fun, or what to wear.
One
day in May, 2011, as I rode my electric scooter on the street,
suddenly I heard a loud bang not far behind me. I was startled. Oh! A
traffic accident again! Someone must be struck badly. When I was
about to turn back and see, I went shooting through the air from the
electric scooter and fell down hard to the ground. I was totally
stupefied. Just when I was puzzled, a strong external force ran over
my hips, and immediately followed a louder crash and screams, moans,
and crying for help from the people around. The heartrending pain in
my body made me unable to move. I thought in despair: It is over. I
must be disabled and paralyzed from the waist down even if I survive.
I felt very fearful and uneasy in my heart and looked around. The
ground was strewn with fallen bicycles, motorbikes and electric
scooters, and several cars collided together. Soon, the street was
blocked, and ambulances were continually carrying the wounded, who
were all screaming and moaning unceasingly. Seeing such a situation,
I felt despair as if death would come upon me at any time. At that
moment I cried out to God in my heart earnestly and repented again
and again, “O God, please save me! I know in the past I disobeyed
You. I hid myself from Your care, kept away from Your truth, and
loved living in Satan’s snare that I lost Your protection and
descended to this circumstance. O God! I was wrong! It is not until
now that I know materials things, money, and fleshly enjoyments are
all vanities, all the material things are not important. Without Your
care and protection, my life is so fragile, and it’s pitiable,
lowly and worth nothing like a beggar or a falling leaf. At that
point God’s words appeared in my mind: “Those
living outside My word, fleeing the suffering of trial, are they not
drifting through the world? They are akin to autumn leaves fluttering
here and there with no place to rest, much less My word of
consolation. Although My chastisement and refinement follow them not,
are they not the beggars, floating around, that wander the streets
outside the
kingdom of heaven?
Is the world really your place of rest?” “On earth, all manner of
evil spirits are endlessly on the prowl for a place to rest, are
ceaselessly searching for the corpses of men to eat up. My people!
You must remain inside My care and protection. Never behave
dissolutely! Never behave recklessly! Rather, offer up your loyalty
in My house, and only with loyalty can you mount a countercharge
against the devil’s cunning. Under no circumstances must you behave
as in the past, doing one thing before My face and another behind My
back—that way you are already beyond redemption. Surely I have
uttered more than enough of words like these, have I not? It is
precisely because man’s old nature is incorrigible that I have
repeatedly reminded him. Do not get bored! All that I say is for the
sake of ensuring your destiny!”
Especially
this question “Is
the world really your place of rest?”
tugged on the strings of my heart. I couldn’t help but reflect back
on the days past: Although I believed in God outwardly, I indulged in
eating, wearing, and having fun every day, feeling that food,
clothing, and pleasure were important and that it was happy to follow
the worldly trends. However, at this very moment how was I? Could
these things bring me peace? Thinking of God’s earnest admonition,
I had never taken it to heart. In doing His work, God never forces
anyone; it was me who chose to abandon myself to depravity and
indulged in the enjoyment of money, delivering myself into Satan’s
hands and allowing it to trample and harm me. At that point, my
regretful tears fell down like beads, and I repented to God again, “O
God! I should have listened to Your words, walked the right path of
life and pursued the truth and life. Yet I persisted in pursuing the
worthless fleshly enjoyment. Today I am in an accident, it’s right
I should suffer. O God! I was so disobedient! Whether I’ll die or
live, I’m willing to submit to Your arrangement….”
Unconsciously,
I was pushed into the examination room and I heard someone saying,
“This woman was also run over by a car, give her an examination
first! The former one suffers comminuted fracture in the hips and is
still in a coma. And this woman’s condition isn’t good either!”
Then I, like a puppet, was turned over and over and examined, and I
kept calling out to God in my heart. After a long time, I heard a
doctor speaking surprisingly, “Amazing! A car at least weighs 1000
kg; if it runs over a man, the consequence would be fatal. But
actually her internal organs are all okay, and she has no fracture
except some soft tissue injuries. It is incredible! Someone may have
made a mistake, or she’s in luck!” Then the doctor said to me,
“Your condition is not bad! Stay in the hospital for observation
for several days and have a good rest. It won’t be long before you
are released.” At the doctor’s words, I had mingled feelings, and
my tears fell down continuously. I felt exited, joyful, regretful,
and what’s more, gratitude to God. When the accident happened to
me, God did not abandon me—a disobedient son, and He still
enlightened and guided me by His words, granted me the grace to save
me from the disaster. God had been watching by my side in silence and
waiting for me to turn back. Although I experienced the dangerous
traffic accident, I hadn’t been harmed seriously, which made me
truly feel that God’s heart is good, compassionate, and tolerant.
Just like God’s words say, “He
worries for us night and day, He protects and cares for us night and
day, He never leaves our side, and He devotes all His care to us and
pays any price for us.”
I was grateful to God for His great love, and at the same time I
deeply felt that I didn’t deserve such love and salvation
from God.
The only thing I could do was giving thanks and praises to God. Later
I heard a journalist who came to the hospital to interview the
victims say that it was a grave accident due to the driver’s drowsy
driving. When he struck the pedestrians, he was in such a panic that
he mistook the acceleration pedal for brake pedal, and then he
knocked over five more persons and stopped. The accident resulted in
a person’s comminuted fracture in the hips, which might lead to
paralysis. The rest all suffered varying degrees of fracture, among
whom I was the one with the slightest injury. People around all said,
“You are so lucky!” But I knew it was the deed of God. All the
glory be to God!
The
traffic accident not only made me realize how vulgar and worthless it
was to pursue the fleshly enjoyments, but also allowed me to
experience the power of God’s
word and
see the value of the truth to us humans, and thus I changed my views
on pursuit. God’s deeds really are wonderful! More important is
that in my experience I have appreciated God’s almightiness and
wisdom and His salvation to me. I can’t help but fall down before
God, “O God! In the past I was so disobedient to You, but You
didn’t abandon me. You saved me in the danger and kept me from ill
fortune. All this is Your great power, even more Your mercy and
tolerance for me. I have seen Your great love! The experience of the
accident made me cherish Your salvation. I will reform and no longer
pursue those vain and worthless things, I will obey Your words and
pursue the truth and do my utter most to perform my duty to repay
Your great love.”
Source from Find the Shepherd
Jesus Christ is God Himself. The Holy Father, the Holy Son, and the Holy Spirit, They are One. We can know from the bible verses, the Lord Jesus said, “he that has seen me has seen the Father….” (John 14:9) “I am in the Father, and the Father in me….” (John 14:10) “I and my Father are one” (John 10:30).
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