Behold! The Scroll Has Been Opened! – Ask and You Shall Receive
Ann,
United States
When
I was still an eight-year-old child, I had joined the Jehovah’s
Witnesses with my mother. There I heard many stories, such as that of
Jonah, Job, Jeremiah, Noah, and Abraham…. Fascinated by these
stories about God and man, I had a wonderful yearning for God in my
young heart, which laid the foundation of my faith.
Every
week, we attended meetings regularly and shared scriptures in our
church, learning how to live out a good humanity, how to love one
another, and so on. Also, to learn more God’s words, my mom and I
would fellowship together at home at least once a week. In this way,
I was able to memorize many Bible verses that I liked, and what
impressed me most was the vision John saw in Revelation, which says,
“And
I saw in the right hand of him that sat on the throne a book written
within and on the backside, sealed with seven seals. And I saw a
strong angel proclaiming with a loud voice, Who is worthy to open the
book, and to loose the seals thereof? And no man in heaven, nor in
earth, neither under the earth, was able to open the book, neither to
look thereon. And I wept much, because no man was found worthy to
open and to read the book, neither to look thereon. And one of the
elders said to me, Weep not: behold, the Lion of the tribe of Juda,
the Root of David, has prevailed to open the book, and to loose the
seven seals thereof”
(Revelation 5:1-5). When reading these words, I couldn’t help
wondering: What is the scroll that would be opened by God? Since it
is recorded in Revelation, it shall happen in the last
days;
since it was sealed with seven seals, it was unknown to man; since
here mentions that the Lamb alone is worthy to open it, this can only
be done by Christ. Then how would the scroll be opened? And what’s
written in it? In addition, I often heard people talk about the
judgment of the last days in the church, then how would God judge man
in the last days? Though unable to clearly tell the inner meaning of
the verses, I always had an idea that in the last days something
great would happen, and a sealed little scroll would be opened to us.
Through
the years, I saw that the disasters across the world became ever more
frequent and the people increasingly panicked and corrupt. In light
of the great disasters and various signs of the last days mentioned
in Revelation, I was more convinced in my heart that the last days
have arrived, and the little scroll shall have been opened now. But
how is it opened? If we are ignorant of its content as well as what
God is doing now, then how can we prepare ourselves to face God’s
judgment of mankind in
the last days? To these questions, I then asked the brothers and
sisters in the church. Their answers were: The little scroll will be
opened bit by bit, as it has been sealed with seven seals. But as for
what’s happened to it now, no one can tell clearly. Besides, in the
last days, God will bind Satan for a thousand years to transform us,
and then for another thousand years, He will release it to test us,
and this is the judgment. Still, such replies could not solve my
questions. Moreover, I saw that the believers all lived helplessly in
the cycle of committing and confessing sins. One married pastor even
had affairs with some sisters of our church for 10 years, which was
eventually fully exposed. I couldn’t help but sigh: Why was the
pastor also living such a fallen life?
All the efforts that we made to study the Bible, and to practice
loving others as ourselves and living out the normal humanity, how
could they not stop us from sinning? Thinking back, two thousand
years ago, the Lord Jesus
had successfully fulfilled His work of redeeming us by being nailed
to the cross. Two thousand years later, however, we are still living
in sin, unable to extricate ourselves. The day of the Lord being near
at hand, will we go meet Him so? Something seemed to be amiss in
that; yet I myself could not make it clear.
Then
carrying all my confusion, I left the Jehovah’s Witnesses for a
church of Pentecost. The pastors here would collect offerings two or
three times in each worship service on the Lord’s day, and often
invented various items to collect money. All the believers focused on
pursuing material blessings, seeing signs and wonders, and receiving
the so-called “Holy Spirit”
as well as the spiritual gifts of tongues, prophecy, etc. A pastor
wanted to lay his hand upon and pray for me, saying that he could
give me the “Holy Spirit,” and that I would be cleansed once I
received it. However, I saw that many of them who had gained the
so-called “Holy Spirit” still sinned inevitably, for example,
stealing offerings, developing an extramarital affair. Even those
pastors with many so-called spiritual gifts also had illicit affairs
with some sisters in the church. Therefore, I declined him. But
anyway, I still asked him the questions that puzzled me, “Pastor,
it’s now already the last days when, as the Bible mentions, the
scroll is opened and God comes to judge man. So, what are they all
about?” He replied, “The Lord’s coming to judge man means that
when the Lord returns in the last days, all men will come before Him;
then He will call the roll, and judge and test us one by one
according to our actions and deeds.” His answer sounded somewhat
unrealistic to me, because for my part, the judgment shouldn’t be
that simple. While I had no idea of its true meaning either, I still
felt that there must be a deeper meaning within it. Consider the fact
that all people are now deeply caught up in sin; based on such
actions, who can withstand God’s judgment? I was bewildered. Then,
the pastor was kind of impatient and said, “These are all
mysteries, and you don’t have to know.” So I raised no more
questions, thinking: Truly, these are mysteries. But it is the last
days now. If we still do not seek these great things God will do,
then how can we prepare ourselves and face the judgment God shall do?
At last, I left the church disappointed and then returned to the
Jehovah’s Witnesses; still, there was no answer all the time.
Afterward,
I got a publication of the Jehovah’s Witnesses specifically on
Revelation. I had ever tried to read and comprehend the book.
However, at least 4 years had passed and I found myself still unable
to get the answers from it, because even though they had summed up
some verses, they could not explain their implied meanings. Seeing
that the prophecies concerning the last days being fulfilled, yet I
failed to learn what God is doing and how I should prepare myself, my
heart was in so much pain and fraught with anxiety. I knew that there
was no Holy Spirit’s work in the church and I was just observing
church services. I went there empty and returned again empty, with
nothing to fill my heart. I felt myself walking in circles all along,
and no answer was found. Later, I no longer went to the church
persistently but occasionally just to keep my family and children
aware of God’s existence. We could listen to their talk about
believing in God there, but received no supply at all. I felt totally
worn out. I could only cry to God constantly, “O God! Where are
You? What are You doing now? Today, I can see, is already the last
days. I know the scroll has been opened since so many prophecies in
Revelation have been fulfilled. But God, the churches have become
ever more chaotic and we are still committing sins. Besides, I have
so many questions and confusion. O God! I don’t know what to say …
I just have a deep sensation that I need You so badly. Please help
me! Help me! I don’t wanna get lost and I cannot but seek You.…”
When
I turned to God and sought for His help, I called to mind the word in
the Bible, “seek, and you shall
find; knock, and it shall be opened to you”
(Matthew 7:7). I was confirmed in my heart that God had prepared the
way for me. Before, I once posted on my page of Facebook the word,
“The fear of the LORD is the beginning of wisdom: and the knowledge
of the holy is understanding” (Proverbs 9:10). One day in June,
2016, I found on Facebook that a brother named Danny liked my post,
and sent me a friend request. In order to find out who he was, I
hence opened his timeline. No sooner had I read his posts than I
sighed, “Oh, my God! I seem to have found the truth.” I had no
idea of what had happened; it was like having found what I had been
seeking all my life. What he posted was totally different from those
messages of other churches which provided no light; rather, these
words have much truth and light within to be sought, fresh and new.
They are all about what are happening presently and what God is doing
now, rather than history. I was shocked. Thus I accepted his friend
request, and later learned that he was a preacher of God’s kingdom
gospel of the last days. Then we fellowshiped about how some
prophecies concerning the last days had been fulfilled. He also sent
me some hymns and words, such as “God Is Seeking Your Heart and
Your Spirit” and “If I Were Not Saved by God.” I couldn’t
refrain from sighing, “O my God! These words and hymns are my
spiritual bread. They are exactly what I’ve been always seeking.”
Since
the moment I started discussing with Brother Danny, I had realized
that the words he sent over are full of authority and power, some of
them with God’s majesty and righteousness, and some with God’s
blessings and promises to us. I was excited and joyful, and couldn’t
help asking, “Brother, Thank you so much! These words are so good.
Where are they from?” He said, “They are the utterances of God
Himself.” What he said greatly excited me: God’s utterances?
What’s going on? God speaks? What else has He spoken? I felt a wave
of amazement and expectation, as if I had seen the light. Then he
added, “Thank God for enlightening you! God has come to do His work
on earth and expressed the words to judge and purify man in the last
days. I know a sister who has more knowledge of God’s work of the
last days. If you like, I can invite her to have a meeting and
fellowship with us about it as well as how the little scroll
prophesied in Revelation is opened.” I agreed gladly, as these were
what I had been seeking. Moreover, from the words I had read so far,
I knew there are more truths here worthwhile to seek.
Then,
through Brother Danny, I got to know Sister Flora and we fellowshiped
on Facebook. I asked her, “Based on the various signs we have been
given, I have a sense that the last days have come. At this time, as
the Bible prophesies, God is going to do great things. However, I’ve
asked many people, but none could tell clearly what God will do in
the last days.” She answered, “Thank God! Now is indeed the last
days. God has come among man to express the truth and done a stage of
work of judging, chastising, purifying, and perfecting man.”
Surprised, I thought: The work of judgment and chastisement? Purify
and perfect man? Although I didn’t quite understand it, I felt her
preaching worth seeking. After that, she read me two passages of
God’s words, which say, “All the
work done this day is so that man can be made clean and be changed;
through judgment and chastisement by the word, as well as refinement,
man can cast away his corruption and be made pure. … Though man has
been redeemed and forgiven of his sins, it is only considered as God
not remembering the transgressions of man and not treating man in
accordance with man’s transgressions. However, when man lives in
the flesh and he has not been set free from sin, he can only continue
to sin, endlessly revealing the corrupt satanic disposition. This is
the life that man leads, an endless cycle of sin and forgiveness. The
majority of men sin in the day only to confess in the evening. As
such, even if the sin offering is forever effective for man, it would
not be able to save man from sin. Only half the work of salvation has
been completed, for man still has corrupt disposition”. “The
sins of man were forgiven because of the work of God’s crucifixion,
but man continued to live in the old, corrupt satanic disposition. As
such, man must be completely saved from the corrupt satanic
disposition so that the sinful nature of man is completely cast away
and never again develops, thus allowing the disposition of man to be
changed. This requires man to understand the path of growth in life,
the way of life, and the way to change his disposition. It also needs
man to act in accordance with this path so that the disposition of
man can gradually be changed and he can live under the shining of the
light, and that he can do all things in accord with the will of God,
cast away the corrupt satanic disposition, and break free from
Satan’s influence of darkness, thereby emerging fully from sin.
Only then will man receive complete salvation”. I had never heard these
words before. So I said in my heart: All I need to do now is to seek
humbly and to know more of God as well as His new work.
Sister
Flora continued her fellowship, “The work of judgment God is doing
in the last
days is
based on the need of us mankind.
Although we’ve accepted the Lord Jesus’
redemption, and as long as we confess to Him after we sin, we are
then forgiven by Him and condemned no more by the law, yet as God
hasn’t done the work of purifying man, we still have the corrupt
satanic dispositions within us. We are arrogant and conceited,
selfish and despicable, crooked and crafty. As a result, we often
live in sin, unable to break free of the bondage of sin. The Bible
says, ‘holiness, without which no man shall see the Lord’
(Hebrews 12:14). ‘Truly,
truly, I say to you, Whoever commits sin is the servant of sin. And
the servant stays not in the house for ever: but the Son stays ever’
(John 8:34-35). God is righteous, so how can we, with the sinful
nature, be worthy to enter the
kingdom of
heaven to see the Lord’s face? As such, in the last days, God
carries out a stage of work of purifying and perfecting man on the
basis of the work of the Age of Grace, so that we man can completely
cast off the bonds of sin and in the end be fully purified, saved,
and gained by God.” Her words enlightened me: No wonder we still
often live helplessly in sin after believing in the Lord for years,
as the work of the Lord Jesus was just for redeeming us, rather than
delivering us from our sinful nature. According to our present
condition, we are certainly unfit to enter the kingdom of heaven to
see the Lord’s face, since the Bible says, “Be
you holy; for I am holy”
(1 Peter 1:16). I knew this word long ago, and we really need God to
do another work. Having no doubts about that, I was ready to accept
the words she read for me and her fellowship. I thought to myself: Is
this something that I ever felt missing?
I
asked her urgently, “Then, sister, how does God carry out His work
of judgment?” To answer it, she read more of God’s word for me,
which says, “In
the last days, Christ uses a variety of truths to teach man, reveal
the essence of man, and dissect his words and deeds. These words
comprise various truths, such as man’s duty, how man should obey
God, how man should be loyal to God, how man ought to live out the
normal humanity, as well as the wisdom and disposition of God, and so
on. These words are all focused on the essence of man and his corrupt
disposition. In particular, those words that reveal how man spurns
God are spoken in regard to how man is an embodiment of Satan and an
enemy force against God. When God does the work of judgment, He does
not simply make clear the nature of man with just a few words, but
carries out revelation,
dealing, and pruning over the long term. Such manner of revelation,
dealing, and pruning cannot be substituted with ordinary words but
with the truth that man does not possess at all. Only such manner of
work is deemed judgment; only through such judgment can man be
persuaded, be thoroughly convinced into submission to God, and gain
true knowledge of God. What the work of judgment brings about is
man’s understanding of the true face of God and the truth about his
rebelliousness. The work of judgment allows man to gain much
understanding of the will of God, of the purpose of God’s work, and
of the mysteries that could not be understood by man. It also allows
man to recognize and know his corrupt substance and the roots of his
corruption, as well as to discover the ugliness of man. These effects
are all brought about by the work of judgment …”.
After
that, she fellowshiped, “When God carries out His work of judgment
in the last days, He does it primarily by expressing all aspects of
truths to judge and chastise man, and to reveal the corrupt
disposition within us and the essence of our satanic nature that
opposes God, like deceit, crookedness, selfishness, arrogance, as
well as our resistance and disobedience to God, etc. Through this, we
become aware of our ugly face resulted from the corruption of Satan;
thus we feel utterly ashamed and then fall down before God.
Meanwhile, these truths are also the expression of God’s
disposition. They enable us to see God’s righteous disposition and
His benevolent essence, and thus to develop a sense of longing for
Him. Also, they contain many truths that we ought to enter into, and
at the same time, show us a direction to transform our disposition.
So, by accepting God’s words regarding judgment of the last days,
we will be transformed in disposition, thoroughly shed the bonds of
sin, and thereby be saved and perfected by God.” Hearing that, I
was much brightened. I felt: Her fellowship is so practical, which is
quite other than what the pastors preached. And God’s doing His
work of judgment in this way is so good and practical, which is
totally within the reach of us humans. It is really the pressing need
of us, the people who are yearning for God’s return yet still
living helplessly in sin. Thank God for allowing me to hear these
messages.
Then
I raised another question that I was most concerned about, “Sister,
since God has come to work, He must, as prophesied in the Bible, have
opened the scroll. But where is it then? And how is it opened?” She
replied, “Yes, sister, the scroll has been opened. As all the
brothers and sisters who have read the words of God know,
the truths He expresses in the last days have disclosed all the
mysteries, like God’s six-thousand-year management plan, the true
story and substance of the three stages of God’s work, the mystery
of the incarnation,
and so forth, as well as all aspects of the reality of truth, such as
how to be an honest man, how to live out a normal humanity, how to
pursue to know and love God, and so much more. After reading these
words, all of us release a sigh from deep within: Such truth, such
mysteries, can only be expressed by God Himself! This exactly
fulfills the prophecy in the Bible, ‘And
no man in heaven, nor in earth, neither under the earth, was able to
open the book, neither to look thereon’
(Revelation 5:3). Moreover, those words which reveal man’s satanic
nature are so straightforward that while reading, we all stand
abashed and even suffer a lot from refinement. After experiencing
such judgment and chastisement, we come to know our corrupt nature,
begin to loathe and forsake our flesh, and start to seek living by
God’s words, thereby getting transformed in our disposition. At
this moment, we feel God’s great love and salvation for us, our
hearts as sweet as honey, and our mouths filled with words of thanks
and praise to God. This exactly fulfills the word, ‘And
I went to the angel, and said to him, Give me the little book. And he
said to me, Take it, and eat it up; and it shall make your belly
bitter, but it shall be in your mouth sweet as honey’
(Revelation 10:9). The Word Appears in the Flesh expressed by God in the last days is precisely the little scroll opened
by the Lamb mentioned in the Bible. Just as God says,
‘God is all-powerful, all-achieving and utterly complete true God! He
not only carries the seven stars, bears the seven Spirits, has seven
eyes, opens the seven seals and opens the scroll, but more than that
He administers the seven plagues and the seven bowls and opens the
seven thunders; long ago He has sounded the seven trumpets! All
things created and made complete by Him should praise Him, give glory
to Him and exalt His throne’. With the scroll opened, people
who truly seek God’s appearance have gradually returned before His
throne from all sects and denominations and accepted His work of
judgment and chastisement. When the work ends, those who are
purified, saved by God, and thus left alive will enter into the
kingdom and enjoy rest with Him, while those who fail to be purified
will all be destroyed by the disasters sent down in the last days.
And then, God’s management plan will come to a complete end.” I
was beside myself with excitement. So, the little scroll is exactly
all the words God expresses in the last days, and the great thing to
be done by God in the last days is actually His work of judging,
chastising, and saving man. The questions that had bothered me so
many years were finally solved, so clearly and thoroughly, as if I
were stepping into the sun! I hence accepted God’s work of
the last days, because I had realized that only by receiving the
judgment of His words can I be purified and saved by God.
In
the days that followed, I read God’s words hungrily, and gathered
and fellowshiped with brothers and sisters. In just several months,
from God’s words, I understood much more truth than I did
after a few decades in religion. I thought: Is there any other church
that I can go and find such truth in this world? I’ve fully
ascertained that God is really the return of the Lord Jesus.
He has opened the scroll and revealed all the mysteries. Then I lost
not a moment in preaching the gospel to my family; both my mother and
husband have come before God. How fortunate we are! Later, I will
preach to my daughter and friends, too. I will proclaim God’s words
and I want to say my heartfelt word: Behold! The scroll has been
opened!
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